spring-20
20200408_0753

this is the dark age.





20200409_1810

sometimes it seems like the depth of self hatred grows in direct proportion to the efforts made to overcome it.



20200416_1218

the only way to make something is to make it in the way you have to make it so that it gets made.



20200419_1717

brain is zero.
brain is zero.
brain is zero.
brain is zero.

apply the numbing agent.



20200426

"i take no pleasure in the death of one who dies," says the lord god. "therefore, turn and live!"



20200426_1735

some people act like being grateful isn't cool.



20200504_0626

i have slipped in my creative progress. but i have still been enjoying life.

enjoying using the 4-track cassette recorder.



20200504_0706

april showers bring may flowers.



20200506_2141

not sure that today could be considered a productive day. in fact, if something doesn't change then this year could end up being an unproductive year. we are already making our way through may. it is all happening again.



20200509_1719

hello

sometimes thoughts do not have enough space to be very big.

how can thoughts be kept small enough to make progress while the space is small?



20200512_1958

the Good News is i am once again swimming in desire.



20200519

exhile renews your plans.

exhile is when fact and meaning don't agree.



20200526_1244

is there a single human problem that doesn't have to do with time?



20200614_1614

headache. sweet.



20200616_0951

there comes a point at work where i don't have to think about being creative.

i can actually BE creative.



20200616_1155

this is creation.
that is the trick.



20200616_1318

a meal is a beautiful thing.


for some reason i long to purchase a better notebook and pen. i am sure it would make writing nicer, easier, and more enjoyable.

is that worth $14?



20200617_1213

here i am writing.

writing here.

good job.


why am i doing what i'm doing?

is the ultimate goal really to inspire people?





20200618_1908

be simple.