fall-19
fall-19
20191003_1438

beep beep bitches.


20191004_1459

beep beep boop beep beep

i'm a telegram ahahahahaha

a powerful system for communication

unification of the commune

beep beep boop boop beep



20191009_1650

thinkin bout crossing over into the promised land.



20191009_1936

i am



20191012_2018

every once in awhile you're just gonna have to go ahead and get delivered to the evil.



20191016_1210

i'm a street lizard.



20191017_0945

being creative is almost like remembering something that comes from the future.



20191017_1102

earth is a space machine.
tell you mommy about it.
go to the underbelly of the world and hug a demon.

here's one thing i know.
i'm meant to suffer.



20191017_1245

customer service fleece knees
get the grease into the bee police

doodle dandy
doodle doo
lollipop guild hullabaloo

hi 1 hi 2 hi 3 hi 4
yea yea yea
but why?



20191019_1436

i think it is probably very important to do more things and not worry too much about their quality.



20191021_1612

i finished the remaster project yesterday. way ahead of schedule. now i just have to make some album art.

i am surprised at how i am not feeling much relief yet. maybe it is because neither of these projects are released to stores yet.

even when this all is finally out from under me and the content schedule is fresh in the future, i don't expect i will feel too much relief.

a lot would have to change to really feel relief.



20191021_1717

a big huge mega sized part of this whole plan is the need to enjoy what i'm making.

if i am, then it is sustainable and worthwhile.



20191021_1752

it is all about ideas.

how many ideas can be generated and which ones work? that is the game.



20191021_1824

gonna find the flavor of suffering i like best.

maybe even swirl a few together.



20191022_1205

if you stare hard enough nothing makes sense anymore. and that's when things start making sense.



20191028_0857

i'm a huge enormous nothing



20191029_1836

get cozy deliberately into the night

fossil up along for the ride

massacre my blouse

hang up the phone

call the doctor

lawyer pro-bono



20191031_1015

okay so good things are happening. i just have to be less afraid.

let's be free is really close to being finished in the recording stage
where and when is finished and in the mixing stage
give you my love shouldn't present too much of an issue

lbf has pretty simple mixing and everything is pretty clear in the first place
where and when may be a mix problem but it is really short which helps
give you my love is pretty great as it is and doesn't need many changes
the is is pretty much finished and needs minimal changes
af/yb probably just needs a little touching up to the bass tone in the groove sections



20191108_1647

currently thanking god i'm a country boy.



20191108_0814

sometimes i just really remember the alamo



20191111_1833

we are finished with the most strenuous/stressful projects in the backlog.

the actual content.

it is a relief and a half.



20191112_1140

okay here is what has to happen.
i need to make a master 'to-do' list for the 2020 transition. and then do all those things.



20191113_1434

charles foster kane was my lunch lady and he made an excellent peanut butter and honey sandwich.



20191117_1143

i have to figure out how to make q+a entirely. which might pose an issue with the fact that i don't know if i can format it in a way that would make me like it any more than bill's. i mean, i can use different colors and slightly different sizing and such, but the general scheme he has going is just so air tight.



20191118_1648

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20191122_1257

gonna have to enter my own dark age.